Hey! I cannot tell you how grateful i am to write again! long story short
I AM MARRIED NOW!
yes..this time is for real. I know, up until now i still surprise about this decision.
and it’s already 3 months since my wedding day and i just had our second wedding reception at my husband’s hometown after lebaran.
It sounds beautiful but actually it’s not..anxiety and depression hits me hard during the wedding preparation, it feels like my brain won’t let any happy thoughts. Now i’m trying to put myself together, trying to be more positive like i used to be, and be more happy go lucky.
i decide to write again for tracking my emotion and feelings.
i will try my best to write more positive things about my life again.