hey folks, mind to listen my story?
i’m not gonna tell you about my precious experience because i’m not in the mood with it now. From the above you might think that i got a crush (again) on a guy but i’m not. in case, when i got to Jakarta i’ve met so many amazing single people especially guys. and i wanna tell you about one of them.
he’s a 30 something single guy but still look very young in his age. a part time teacher,student, musician, and full time artist.
i can’t tell you who’s the guy all i just can say that he’s my friend, my random friend.
why random? because i don’t see him a lot in days. so what’s special about him?
is he cute? not
six packs body? not!
He’s naturally thoughtfull and nice. i met him today, and had conversation with him, it was so inspiring as usual. he was still look so elegant even with that band Tshirt and jeans, people might think he’s just an another metal freak or a performer or just an ordinary artist. But beyond those things he’s an inspiring person. Sometimes i think “why a man like him is still alone? how can he survive without any woman touch in his age? most of guys in his age are maintaining family, has he ever get lonely?”, sometimes i also think “why girls let him alone? he’s pretty attractive and special?”. Seems like he’s fine with himself (OK he’s definetly not a gay) he maybe not as handsome as Johnny depp but he knows his inner beauty. there is something strong and beautifull appear from him and not every guy has it. He’s passionate about what everything he’s doing.
He never trying so hard to look good in front of the girls but i know there are so many girls having a crush on him ( i know some of them, they’re dying to date a guy like him) just maybe he’s kind of serious guy and very clever they don’t want to look dumb in his eyes so they decided to let him go and adore him secretly. he keeps every bad things in positive way, stay calm at the disaster situation, appreciate anyone, refuse anyone in a good way. the most important thing is how amazing his action. he don’t talk much but when words come from his mouth is like a positive spell.
he makes me feel better with myself and makes me wonder “who needs boyfriend if single man like you is around me, your action is so inspired me, your words aaah i don’t know all i know that you’re beyond smart”. I’m not in love with this guy…no..and no way. There’s somebody in this world for him. it’s just like everytime i see him, his eyes told me this “you’re young, keep on your good works, don’t give any shits about bad things people say to you, look at me now,,if i can sure you can”
Someday if i got a chance to meet someone like him younger and fresh i would be so blessed. I would celebrate the day and embrace that moment. 🙂
last but not least i love the way he dress up..go to work and school with just band tees, sometimes with plaid shirts and blue ripped jeans *you might not believe me he’s 30 something right?*