oh 20

Postingan ini seharusnya saya tulis pada saat tanggal 28 April lalu dimana tepatnya saya sudah berumur 20 tahun. Beberapa hari sebelumnya banyak pertanyaan yang sama datang kepada saya: “mau ngapain ntar buat rayain 20 taunan?”..hmm Saya tidak merencanakan apa-apa selain menjalankan hari saya seperti biasa saya tak “expect” apa-apa dan jujur saya tidak peduli kalau pun orang-orang tidak ada yang ingat atau tidak peduli sama sekali itu hari jadi saya.  Saya aneh? heheheh memang iya…lebih aneh lagi ketika saya katakan ke beberapa teman kalau saya ingin sendirian dan bersuram-suram saja (the truth is im wasn’t in my festive mood). Maksud suram disini bukan berarti saya ingin bersedih-sedih, tetapi saya ingin merayakannya sendiri dengan diri saya tanpa lilin dan kado yang ada hanya doa dan harapan saja. Saya ingin menghabiskan waktu untuk instropeksi diri saya lagi, saya ingin mengingat lagi apa yang saya dapat dan apa yang telah  hilang di masa lalu. itu saja! dan memang sedikit aneh, ketika orang-orang banyak sibuk mempersiapkan pesta atau memikirkan apa yang bakal terjadi di hari H nya, saya bahkan tidak memikirkan apa-apa.

Tetapi mungkin waktu itu Tuhan berencana lain, 1 menit menjelang jam 12 sudah ada beberapa SMS yang masuk mengucapkan selamat ulang tahun, dan ibu saya tiba-tiba memberikan “kado titipan” dari adik saya yang masih di Riau (thanks sist..you’re the best)..kemudian kamar saya diketuk..rupanya beberapa teman-teman “serumah” saya (oh Guys..saya pikir sudah tidak ada lagi tradisi seperti ini)..mereka membawakan kue tart jadi-jadian dari martabak manis sambil menyanyikan lagu selamat ulang tahun versi tidak jelas.,Terimakasih banyak guys…you had shown me another love and careness! sederhana tapi saya surprised lho..Terimakasih juga kepada banyak teman-teman saya yang mengucapkan. 🙂 yeah love always happend by surprise if you dont really care

and this is for people who just got their birthday (or even will get?)

what a dream!

picture from google

i love New York…i’d been there when i was 3 years old and still want to go back again in the future…

i remember when i fell a slept one night a few days ago (i guess 2 days ago?). i dreamed that i got married in City Hall NYC!! oh God.,and i couldnt remember whom i was married with?

hahaha it’s just my silly sweet dream that i just want to share with you…:)

her beauty is (not) blinding

just a random shoots for my friend, alita..she’s my favorite girl…think she looks good in this picture. I may not be a good fashion photographer but i always like about being a stylist and pictured it!

i can’t wait for a new session…though it wasnt a real photo session

best about March: Imogen Heap’s Live!

hello Jakarta

tedNted in action..cute!

tim axile!

i love her

aaahh take me ms Imogen

aha!!

it was 31 march at wednesday’s night me and my pal Lita went to Balai Kartini to see Imogen Heap live!

it was so freakin traffic jam in Jakarta..too many people came late including us 😦 ( it was really difficult too to find transportation from my place to Balai Kartini). the show supposed to be start at 7 but it postponed about 1 hours..thank god the opening act was really kick ass, TedNTed and Tim Axile were really cool in their own! i was really enjoy their quirky music :). After that Imogen heap showed up with a cute black outfits. she sang “first train home”.  i thought that she was a quite girl but i was totally wrong, she was so kind with the audience…and i can’t forgot the way she showed us her unique instrument..it sounds like a little girl showed her new toys to her new friends :). We were trying to get good shots..but i think we were a bit failed since we were standing really away from the stage.

i had a blast night though my feet felt such pain after the show (3 hours standing without sitting!!!)..yeah i felt a very horrible pain until tomorrow.

here’s for some of the crowd..and you’ll know how far i stood..

hey i cannot see!

i dont know but i like it