still in my valentine’s mood

for my single friends Aje,Dennis,Meylisa, and Levina: i had a lof of fun watching “valentine’s day” with you guys last night. can’t wait for another hang out

though i’m not in the mood for relationship but doesnt mean i’m not in the mood with love and sweet things. Currently i’m in love with my friends. i enjoy being with them. maybe someday there will a time im walking hand in hand with someone amazing.

it’s been great times with you guys


late night post!

I went to the gym today to do some exercises with a friend (Ria). We did aerobic for the first time. The trainer was freakin me out and we did it for 40 minutes non-stop…wow!!! the trainer said “you should to get used with this stuff  for your muscle”  My body pretty messed up but it was fun!!especially when we danced “Jaiho” yeah it’s original soundtrack from a great movie Slumdog Millionaire..LOL i felt ridiculous and sexy at the same time since i really like this song and everytime i heard this song i feel that i really wanted to dance. and finally i did! i can’t wait until the next exercise

we had great time today since we met some cute dude there but sadly some of them are taken (because i saw them with a girl).

it’s almost 1 o clock in the morning….i’ll go to sleep after i watch the 11th episode of Glee!

Good night!!!

See you next time hometown

kamar saya yang sekarang jadi milik adik saya

Akhirnya saya kembali lagi ke Jakarta dan akan mulai semester baru hari senin besok. Liburan yang tidak terasa seperti liburan. Ntah kenapa pada awalnya memang membosankan berada di kampung halaman saya itu, rasanya ingin bermalas-malasan terus. Tetapi ketika saya mulai menikmati semuanya saya baru sadar bahwa sebentar lagi saya akan kembali lagi ke Jakarta. hmmmm saya akan kehilangan moment dimana saya bermain laptop dibawah jendela kamar saya itu sambil ditemani goreng-gorengan di sore hari (dan saya menyukai dimana pada saat itu matahari tembus lewat jendela kamar saya seperti yang ada di dalam foto). Saya tinggal di kota kecil bernama Duri yang terletak di provinsi Riau. ya tempatnya memang jauh sekali dari kota Pekanbaru. Dan berjalanan pulang pergi yang di tempuh juga cukup panjang. Sayangnya karena kemalasan saya untuk hunting foto membuat saya tidak bisa banyak menunjukkan tempat-tempat tertentu. Tapi ketahuilah bahwa disini cukup suram karena tidak ada mall dan bioskop XXI seperti di Jakarta. Namun saya tinggal di sebuah perumahan dimana rumah adalah tempat paling enak untuk nongkrong dan berkarya. Untungnya, saya tidak merasa mati gaya walau di rumah saja.

disamping rumah saya *menyesal tidak sempat photoshoot disini lagi*

Cuaca disana cukup menggila kadang hujan deras dan tiba-tiba panas terik. Tapi sekali lagi saya sangat suka matahari sore disana *sampai-sampai ibu saya bilang saya aneh*

tidak terlalu menarik karena di ambil dari jendela kamar saya

masih siang hari panas terik

Seandainya teman-teman gila saya ada pasa saat itu..pasti akan lebih menyenangkan lagi. Tetapi liburan kemarin cukup menyenangkan walau tidak banyak kegiatan yang dilakukan. but thank God!!!!

saya tidak akan lupa indahnya Valentine bikin kartu-kartu dan scrap book iseng, photo session di ruang tamu, makan gorengan di sore hari, berenang di malam hari, indahnya menonton Paris Hilton Bff, Download lagu banyak-banyak *karena speed internet yang cukup cepat*, yang jelas makan siang tepat waktu tanpa harus mikir harus makan apa, dan family reunioun. aaaahhhh

sampai jumpa di liburan yang lain. Holiday is always been my favorite things though im doing nothing!

P.S : selamat datang semester baru dan tugas baru T_T

i’ll be back to the City (again)

it was so bored here for the first time. but i feel like i don’t really want to go back again (with the same routine). But i hope i’ll make a change. so i dont get bored easily there. I wanted to share some my random hometown pic with you. but i’m kinda lazy now.


happy (funny) valentine’s day?

Dont laugh just open! i know it’s silly


valentine is not about something pink eh? vintage, old school and quirky are cool enough.

Sorry Landon if i messed up with your song. lol.. yeah im so ridiculous

in my deepest heart i just want to say that i………

i adore you..Landon! it's all for you

it’s the best valentine’s day sillyness that i had ever made!!! the last time i made something for my crush when i was 6th grade and my crush was 12th grade..what an insane?!!!!! and now in my almost 20th years old life i wanna made something for someone special. But currently im not madly in love or crush on a guy. So i decided to make something for my celebrity crush Landon Pigg. Keep on your good work Landon. and im sure i’ll always buy your album.

I really big thank to people who share his really cute picture in flickr.  i’m thanking you for the beautifull shots of him. sorry i really really messed up. 😦


 Happy valentine’s day all..i love you my mom and dad, my sister, my best friend, my best random and quirky friends in college, i love you life, and also God (even sometimes i forget Him).

i’m really grateful this holiday though im just stay at home. but hey i’m in my hometown now. i’ll back to City in thursday..awwwhhh

see ya in another quirky post!

I have my valentine’s day song too. From John Lennon, it’s kinda

simple but i like it much since i am fan of John Lennon too

oh my love for the first time in
my life
my eyes are wide open
oh my lover for the first time in
my life
my eyes can see
i see the wind, oh i see the
trees everything is clear in my heart
i see the clouds, oh i see the
everything is clear in our world

on my own

On my own
Pretending he’s beside me
All alone
I walk with him ’til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me

In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it’s only in my mind
That I’m talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there’s a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river’s just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I’m lonely
All my life I’ve only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him…
But only on my own…

a very beautiful song from Lea Michelle (Glee cast). And yes this song is currently suit to my situation. i don’t mind to be alone but i hate being lonely.  I just need someone ordinary who can help me learn to see this world. but i won’t waste my time with someone who is not my soul. I’m just looking for the right one who can understand my quirky mind 🙂

at this moment

i got nothing to write and tomorrow is exam! i cant concentrate to study currently because i can’t get out some stuff which is really disturbing yet sweet inside my brain. i watched 2 movies today

first i watched “Fame”
it was my high school dream!
it was another musical teenage movie! i love musical movie..i wish i could sing and dance like them. if i were not in design school like i do now..i would be a broadway star! lol

after that i watched “whip it”

the reason i wanted to watch this movie was Landon Pigg!! yes! landon played as Oliver ( Bliss’s boyfriend). he was cute there.. but then i changed my wasnt only Landon Pigg but the whole casts and also the story. I think this is how woman supposed to be. We have to be tough,fearless,yet still sweet and nice.

I guess it’s enough for movies stuff. lately im really addicted crapping around youtube! and suddenly i found this stuff…remember this video? i think its kinda sweet video..

have you guys got a sweet memory about that song? let me know it then 😉